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Everybody Wants to Die

by Boys Kissing / Randy404

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whats not to love? Favorite track: Shaded Box.
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1800nodavid One of my favorite releases of this year, it has some of the catchiest songwriting and really awesome musicianship throughout every song. Favorite track: Q&A.
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1.
Everlasting 01:56
what could the world ever mean to me when I know there is nothing everlasting? we all know it isn’t right and everybody wants to die but there’s a part of me I lack and it’s a part I hope you have
2.
Q&A 02:34
I am nothing but I could be worse everything that you hate if he took the “L’s” and now it’s hell why stay for Q&A? I think I can do anything but get back to you I corrode a window in clothes I’ll break just like your bones what is to gain from what we don’t know if we all decompose? somehow I thought things would have always been this but they’re not nor they that so I’m starting to ask how I got to this place and if I’m good to leave there’s nothing left of me so I’ll start to believe I think I can do anything
3.
now my bitch doin’ crack cocaine my bitch wants to cut her hair buy new clothes she’ll never wear my bitch wants to move away to an unfamiliar place my bitch can’t ignore this weight recollecting her mistakes my bitch wants to numb the pain thinks this is the only way
4.
dog in the road say your goodbyes now the tires in these streets will turn you inside out everyone’s sad you’re not around but there’s always a mutt up next in the pound you can bark and beg all day but they won’t hear you out you’re just playing dead dog in the road you misunderstood they put you outside like I promised they would gnaw on your limbs hope for a treat but you’ll only get delicious dog meat you can bark and beg all day but they can’t hear you now you’re just playing dead you’re just dead you’re dead
5.
Old (Alone) 03:15
I don’t want to know the weight or the aftertaste of the things you spit into my face you won’t ever have to help with my mental health I’ll just have to go and earn my spine if he isn’t laughing then everyone is crying if he isn’t happy then everyone is dying I don’t want to know if I’ll grow old alone and without a home it’s too mysterious my dear I don’t know if I am okay but I won’t talk or act too strange and I’ll love you either way
6.
Pocket Knife 05:08
everyone is after me late in the night this is why I always have my pocket knife I am living here in a hell of grandeur delusion don’t remember what the hell it is I should be doin’ you put fingers in my mouth a gulp of sleight I taste what you’re pointing out I’ll never bite you said you cared and now I know why mine is no good go get your own life it’s a painful reminder it’s a painful reminder that
7.
Shaded Box 02:24
she says she loves me and all of her friends are fake I feel guilt coil around me just like a snake “life is so meaningless and everything’s a waste” I wish I could tell her to never think that way people are funny they’re so easy to love but they make us question if our brain is enough we find ourselves cramped inside of a shaded box live our whole damn life with the same damned thoughts my vision’s blurry there’s pain in my eyes I hold a part of me I think no one will like my vision’s blurry there’s pain in my eyes I hold a part of me that really wants to die
8.
You & Kelsey 03:16
I guess Kelsey’s no friend to me it’s just me here suffering I hope she practiced what she preached and I hope she did it happily I’m so afraid of change but I can’t remain the same I want to be like you & Kelsey I feel so out of place and I can’t escape the pain I want to be like you & Kelsey she put cadavers in the dirt and determined what we weren’t every word she says just hurts like a sun that never sets just burns I guess I’m not the same after all listening to the voice of my own answering machine a tone filled with doubt that cannot phase out festering free
9.
Heaven 02:00
before you I didn’t know things came to an end and that’s what I wanted to end everything with everyone wants heaven and no one wants what they already see but I know nothing’s better than the time I had with you right next to me

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released July 10, 2020

Produced by Randall Carbajal & Jake Eras

Recorded at The HYV in Los Angeles, CA
Drums recorded at Underland Studios in Garden Grove, CA

All songs written by Randall Carbajal

Drums performed by Mitchell Kaminskas
Saxophone on “Heaven” performed by Aguste Sharma

Engineered by Jake Eras
Drums engineered by Ianey Bahic & Michael Cresine

Mixed by Jake Eras

Mastered by Warren Hildebrand

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