1. |
Everlasting
01:56
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what could the world ever mean to me
when I know there is nothing everlasting?
we all know it isn’t right
and everybody wants to die
but there’s a part of me I lack
and it’s a part I hope you have
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2. |
Q&A
02:34
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I am nothing
but I could be worse
everything that you hate
if he took the “L’s”
and now it’s hell
why stay for Q&A?
I think I can do anything
but get back to you
I corrode
a window in clothes
I’ll break
just like your bones
what is to gain from
what we don’t know
if we all decompose?
somehow I thought things
would have always been this
but they’re not
nor they that
so I’m starting to ask
how I got to this place
and if I’m good to leave
there’s nothing left of me
so I’ll start to believe
I think I can do anything
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3. |
Crack Cocaine
03:22
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now my bitch doin’
crack cocaine
my bitch wants to cut her hair
buy new clothes she’ll never wear
my bitch wants to move away
to an unfamiliar place
my bitch can’t ignore this weight
recollecting her mistakes
my bitch wants to numb the pain
thinks this is the only way
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4. |
Delicious Dog Meat
02:30
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dog in the road
say your goodbyes now
the tires in these streets
will turn you inside out
everyone’s sad
you’re not around
but there’s always a mutt
up next in the pound
you can bark and beg all day
but they won’t hear you out
you’re just playing dead
dog in the road
you misunderstood
they put you outside
like I promised they would
gnaw on your limbs
hope for a treat
but you’ll only get
delicious dog meat
you can bark and beg all day
but they can’t hear you now
you’re just playing dead
you’re just dead
you’re dead
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5. |
Old (Alone)
03:15
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I don’t want to know
the weight or the aftertaste
of the things you
spit into my face
you won’t ever have to help
with my mental health
I’ll just have to go
and earn my spine
if he isn’t laughing
then everyone is crying
if he isn’t happy
then everyone is dying
I don’t want to know
if I’ll grow old alone
and without a home
it’s too mysterious my dear
I don’t know if I am okay
but I won’t talk or act too strange
and I’ll love you either way
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6. |
Pocket Knife
05:08
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everyone is after me
late in the night
this is why I always have
my pocket knife
I am living here
in a hell of grandeur delusion
don’t remember what
the hell it is I should be doin’
you put fingers in my mouth
a gulp of sleight
I taste what you’re pointing out
I’ll never bite
you said you cared
and now I know why
mine is no good
go get your own life
it’s a painful reminder
it’s a painful reminder that
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7. |
Shaded Box
02:24
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she says she loves me
and all of her friends are fake
I feel guilt coil
around me just like a snake
“life is so meaningless
and everything’s a waste”
I wish I could tell her
to never think that way
people are funny
they’re so easy to love
but they make us question
if our brain is enough
we find ourselves
cramped inside of a shaded box
live our whole damn life
with the same damned thoughts
my vision’s blurry
there’s pain in my eyes
I hold a part of me
I think no one will like
my vision’s blurry
there’s pain in my eyes
I hold a part of me
that really wants to die
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8. |
You & Kelsey
03:16
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I guess Kelsey’s no friend to me
it’s just me here suffering
I hope she practiced what she preached
and I hope she did it happily
I’m so afraid of change
but I can’t remain the same
I want to be like
you & Kelsey
I feel so out of place
and I can’t escape the pain
I want to be like
you & Kelsey
she put cadavers in the dirt
and determined what we weren’t
every word she says just hurts
like a sun that never sets just burns
I guess I’m not the same after all
listening to
the voice of my own
answering machine
a tone filled with doubt
that cannot phase out
festering free
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9. |
Heaven
02:00
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before you I didn’t know
things came to an end
and that’s what I wanted to
end everything with
everyone wants heaven
and no one wants
what they already see
but I know nothing’s better
than the time I had
with you right next to me
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